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I am half of this blog and out of the country.
Having life out of my course with friends and the other Z ,
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Sunday 7 February 2010
Let's go to the changing room
Later this week, my hair contributed to this week's fiasco which i've bitched in my previous entry. I hope I'll grow over it with my hair growing with time. Give me two months.
On Friday night I was seating in front of my laptop as usual, wasting time as usual, surfing the internet as usual, blog-hopping as usual and later I watched American Idol as usual. I always paused in the middle of watching anything, when I remembered to download something. And this time I needed to download Mr Hudson's new album. I'm obbsesed with the song supernova and out of a sudden I wanted the whole album. As usual I opened 4shared.com to download it. I found the file then I resumed my American Idol video. Suddenly out of the ordinary, my usual life, I was warned that there's a virus in the file I was trying to download. I was about to delete it when suddenly my laptop went blank. I was dead.
OH COME ON. NOT THIS TIME! I HAVE AUDIT TO DO AND I HAVE POSTERS TO DO. HOW SHOULD I WATCH VIDEOS LATER HOW SHOULD I USE INTERNET LATER, NO INTERNET = NO LIFE AND I CAN'T BE LIFELESS UNTIL SUMMER AND I'M GONNA DIE. PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear all of those were in my mind and as I watched my laptop went off in terror. Oh great. This is just perfect. I don't know what to do.
I went crazy carrying my laptop like a poor mum carrying her sick child to the clinic downstairs to my housemate's room. That's how hopeless I was. HELP ME!
The virus turned out to be really bad, it caused my laptop to be in constant restart mode (i'm not that technical so hey) and it won't go into the main window. My housemate attempted to get into basic windows but the virus was stronger than he thought. He thought he just needed to reinstall new windows. Luckily most of my files were in D drive so he could clear up C drive and put in new windows. Gosh..it was real bad.
Although I didn't mind for him to do anything to get my laptop back to life but I couldn't escape from being a little bit reluctant to change the whole thing. As a control freak as I am, I just like things the way they are. I like my shoes in the box like the first time I bought them, I'd keep my bags in the dust bag like the first time I got them, the plastic cover are still on my blackberry screen, and many other things, I just like to keep things the way they are so I can fell they are new all the time.
In this case, I couldn't stop thinking how if the windows are not suitable with my laptop, how if things go wrong and so many other how ifs. Sometimes change can turn into a disaster. But in the middle of my over-conscious brain interpreting the situation like there's no tomorrow, I agreed for him to do whatever that needed to be done. There you go. Just like that.
When it's done, it wasn't as bad as I thought. All of my songs, pictures and other stuff in D drive were still there. Just it felt lighter. Maybe this time change is good. Yeah...sometimes change is good. Thanks to the virus, now files that I meant to delete a while ago had been deleted, viruses or spams among my files had been cleared out. There's need to change afterall. When I put this picture as my wallpaper
It felt just like before. But I knew it's even better since now I can start afresh, but I can still bring forward what's best of it from the last time, losing what I never wanted from the first place. Maybe things have to happen after all so that then I realise at some point I just need to change to get better.
To a more happy week.
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